在UMP Pekan接近两个星期了......上课还算ok...才开始吗...当然拉....只是上数学时感觉特别闲,第一课教回Indices And Logarithm...一摸一样....只是多一个ln而已......发现马来人真的数学很差,明明中五时已经教过了,做法也一摸一样,可是他们却问东问西......那老师也是的,根本对自己的答案没有信心,时常要看一张纸,明明对了还要问我们对吗.......突然觉得Pn.Liew Poh Peng & Miss Lee好棒哦,他们应该教大学...
对了,这个星期最特别是制水.......=.=星期二时,我的屋子变成公共厕所,人们一直来这儿借厕所...=.=到了星期三,整栋楼都制水...要上个厕所都有问题...这是屋外有一个小小的tanki,我们就拿桶去装水......这种事情很久没有在我的生活中发生了...装水时要排长龙,好难得才装到一桶水...这一桶水,就给我用来冲凉...这时,我练了一个神功,那就是用一桶水冲凉,而且水还有剩!!!(虽然只是那么一点点...)过后就用这一点水在去装过,虽然只是装半桶,可是够我洗衣了...还好,星期四洗衣时有水来了,可以洗衣....唯一的问题是衣服很难干,宿舍的design Epic Fail!!!最好笑的是我的roommate...他的衣服没有办法干有底裤短缺的现象.....^.^
星期四（15/9）Tun Dr Mahathir 来我们的大学讲座...上完数学后我们踏校巴去Gambang分校听这位伟人的金口...听这厮的讲座还瞒敬佩的,内容丰富,而且句句真言都在暗示别人的不好,特别是美国和第五首相...美国只是面临经济问题,可是他从头到尾都在强调美国已经破产,而且利用主题(Cabaran Pemimpin Masa Hadapan)来暗示第五首相...最经典的一句,一个领袖要给他时间来证明自己,可是当发现他只是庸才之辈,不用等四,五年才拉他下台,应该一年就搞定了....终结,只可以用一个字来形容他-老毒蛇!!!....赞!!!这毒蛇的见识太有意思了!!!
Thursday, 15 September 2011
Monday, 12 September 2011
13/9-My life at Pekan starts now....
4/9-Today was the day-register and begun to study at Pekan. For many, this was very exciting but for me, I fell boring and sad. They don't know how 'kampung' this place it is. I saw the UMP Chinese blog that they all write it out how exciting they are....=.=
I woke up 730am today, way too early for me during this holiday. After preparing myself, we departed at 830am and reach our destination around 1pm. At the beginning the road was smooth as there is highway from Kuantan to Pekan. But after that we gone to a maze....=.= We follow the signboard n there is many kampung-kampung road. There we really can see many classic Malays village around UMP. Well the scenery was nice but I had no mood to think about it. And...finally we find our UMP Campus Pekan. The entrance was simple, treated politely by the guard and police in charge(this was the only special thing i fell UMP proud of....^^). Then we went to my hostel-KOLEJ KEDIAMAN 5 BLOK E GROUND FLOOR BILIK 501.....Well, my university design about similar with Nottingham, there is a very big circle roads with many roundabout, and many small circle that circles our hostel and other block-block. After unpack my belongings, we(with family) went to Pekan town to have our lunch.
Pekan town was quite nice decorated, got the feeling of Royal Town. I can see KFC and A&W only while 2 chinese restaurants....=.= Even if i got car if i drive to pekan town also take about 20 minutes and need to circle the huge roundabout which is very fuel wasting. Well our lunch is quite nice, as my last pork meal.....After that we return and wait for the orientation(named MINDS) started. Well my hostel is awesome!!! It is a new apartment, which we are the first resident of it. Therefore, everything is new especially the table, so big that even bigger than my house. The only bad thing is there is many design bug especially the toilet and the floor is very dirty as full of the semen particles(keep sweep also cant sweep it all, therefore i buy a slipper for room use....=.=)
The orientation week was a total hell!!! Everyday we only allowed to sleep for 4 hours(from 1am till 5am only) and the programme was well planned with talks which we had listen it twice(we listen to same thing at Gambang)......Oh my god, why those Fasilitator arrange us doing the same thing twice....The best thing is the Moral Session(for non-Muslim), which we keep on have refreshment such as dancing and video clips. Although the dancing sometimes quite boring(they keep repeat chicken dance and ayumi dance which we dance before although i love ayumi dance....), there was some dance that is nice...^^(for example queen of the night which is fast and yeng, which more like our school dance). Beside, the food during orientation also awesome as we no need to pay and allowed to unlimited refill(as many of them ponteng orientation and some don't want to eat). This is due to the food in Pekan is very expensive!!! RM5.00 PER MEAL!!! Besides, Pekan Campus really is a wasteland(for now). There are many land around our campus which havent develop yet. And the sports facility is very limited, which we only have kayak, futsal, volleyball, sepak takraw and basketball. The internet line also very slow if compare to Gambang(Gambang already consider slow), which i download a movie with 1-3kbs in Pekan compare with Gambang TM-Hotspot(20-50kbs), with Gambang LAN which is way more better and my house which is 100x greater. But the most annoying thing is facebook video clips and youtube video clips banned completely, which i cant excess it and i cant see any video.
12/9-Today is the first day that lecture start. I woke up 830am as the first lecture start at 10. The first lecture is Computer Programming, which all mechanical students attend. After that was English for Technical Communication, which first time attend my new class. My new class, M03, is a total new and unfamiliar class. The class was total IMBAlance, which all are male and I'm the only Chinese. There was no 1 i know as I'm the only 1 come from M02. It feels like I was in danger zone and wan to get out this class quickly. Allow me to use chinese. 这时我想起空之境界的一句话，人是一个只会活在自己的箱子里，一旦走出这箱子就会走向灭亡的边缘。这句话在那戏里有更深奥的意义，可是还满适合我的情景...就跟那句话改一点儿....人是一个只会活在自己的箱子里，一旦走出这箱子就会感到不安,焦虑,想要逃避....可是,在箱子外的世界凭着坚强,毅力,忍耐来努力寻找,开拓新的箱子,那么一切不安,不祥等的感觉都会随着时间而漂流......这也说明,箱子是自己找来的,只是要看你有没有这坚强的心去早......
今天是八月的月圆之夜,也就意味着中秋节.....虽然senior们有庆祝,可是我却miss了.....起初心里有点不平衡,可是听下音乐,sms祝贺下朋友,也过得瞒ok的....特别是 Yuki Kajiura Fiction 2:The Image Theme of Xenosaga 这首音乐,在这时特别有味道,心里就因为今天的遭遇跌入谷底,那音乐就从谷地把我心带入高朝,在那高潮时心里的感觉就好像跳舞着,好像把一切不满都由心中的舞蹈而给丢了....
I woke up 730am today, way too early for me during this holiday. After preparing myself, we departed at 830am and reach our destination around 1pm. At the beginning the road was smooth as there is highway from Kuantan to Pekan. But after that we gone to a maze....=.= We follow the signboard n there is many kampung-kampung road. There we really can see many classic Malays village around UMP. Well the scenery was nice but I had no mood to think about it. And...finally we find our UMP Campus Pekan. The entrance was simple, treated politely by the guard and police in charge(this was the only special thing i fell UMP proud of....^^). Then we went to my hostel-KOLEJ KEDIAMAN 5 BLOK E GROUND FLOOR BILIK 501.....Well, my university design about similar with Nottingham, there is a very big circle roads with many roundabout, and many small circle that circles our hostel and other block-block. After unpack my belongings, we(with family) went to Pekan town to have our lunch.
Pekan town was quite nice decorated, got the feeling of Royal Town. I can see KFC and A&W only while 2 chinese restaurants....=.= Even if i got car if i drive to pekan town also take about 20 minutes and need to circle the huge roundabout which is very fuel wasting. Well our lunch is quite nice, as my last pork meal.....After that we return and wait for the orientation(named MINDS) started. Well my hostel is awesome!!! It is a new apartment, which we are the first resident of it. Therefore, everything is new especially the table, so big that even bigger than my house. The only bad thing is there is many design bug especially the toilet and the floor is very dirty as full of the semen particles(keep sweep also cant sweep it all, therefore i buy a slipper for room use....=.=)
The orientation week was a total hell!!! Everyday we only allowed to sleep for 4 hours(from 1am till 5am only) and the programme was well planned with talks which we had listen it twice(we listen to same thing at Gambang)......Oh my god, why those Fasilitator arrange us doing the same thing twice....The best thing is the Moral Session(for non-Muslim), which we keep on have refreshment such as dancing and video clips. Although the dancing sometimes quite boring(they keep repeat chicken dance and ayumi dance which we dance before although i love ayumi dance....), there was some dance that is nice...^^(for example queen of the night which is fast and yeng, which more like our school dance). Beside, the food during orientation also awesome as we no need to pay and allowed to unlimited refill(as many of them ponteng orientation and some don't want to eat). This is due to the food in Pekan is very expensive!!! RM5.00 PER MEAL!!! Besides, Pekan Campus really is a wasteland(for now). There are many land around our campus which havent develop yet. And the sports facility is very limited, which we only have kayak, futsal, volleyball, sepak takraw and basketball. The internet line also very slow if compare to Gambang(Gambang already consider slow), which i download a movie with 1-3kbs in Pekan compare with Gambang TM-Hotspot(20-50kbs), with Gambang LAN which is way more better and my house which is 100x greater. But the most annoying thing is facebook video clips and youtube video clips banned completely, which i cant excess it and i cant see any video.
12/9-Today is the first day that lecture start. I woke up 830am as the first lecture start at 10. The first lecture is Computer Programming, which all mechanical students attend. After that was English for Technical Communication, which first time attend my new class. My new class, M03, is a total new and unfamiliar class. The class was total IMBAlance, which all are male and I'm the only Chinese. There was no 1 i know as I'm the only 1 come from M02. It feels like I was in danger zone and wan to get out this class quickly. Allow me to use chinese. 这时我想起空之境界的一句话，人是一个只会活在自己的箱子里，一旦走出这箱子就会走向灭亡的边缘。这句话在那戏里有更深奥的意义，可是还满适合我的情景...就跟那句话改一点儿....人是一个只会活在自己的箱子里，一旦走出这箱子就会感到不安,焦虑,想要逃避....可是,在箱子外的世界凭着坚强,毅力,忍耐来努力寻找,开拓新的箱子,那么一切不安,不祥等的感觉都会随着时间而漂流......这也说明,箱子是自己找来的,只是要看你有没有这坚强的心去早......
今天是八月的月圆之夜,也就意味着中秋节.....虽然senior们有庆祝,可是我却miss了.....起初心里有点不平衡,可是听下音乐,sms祝贺下朋友,也过得瞒ok的....特别是 Yuki Kajiura Fiction 2:The Image Theme of Xenosaga 这首音乐,在这时特别有味道,心里就因为今天的遭遇跌入谷底,那音乐就从谷地把我心带入高朝,在那高潮时心里的感觉就好像跳舞着,好像把一切不满都由心中的舞蹈而给丢了....
Saturday, 3 September 2011
4/9/2011 - 三只色狼与七位美女...
刚从Bukit Tinggi 回来,就要准备回去大学的东西,晚上还和St.John们吃饭,回去前还有这一丁点的美好回忆.Bukit Tinggi 真的好爽哦!!! 第一次去的感言,子可以说完美!!!想不到大马还有那么漂亮的地方,我真的大开眼界,觉得自己是只井底之蛙....这个Trip,非常悠闲,不赶时间,要做什么就做什么,自由自在,而且还自己准备食物呢!!!我们这十个人好棒哦!!!本想描述这次的旅程,可是等下早早就要回去大学了,就写下感想而已...等有时间下次或许再补会吧....
这次的Trip,真的非常悠闲自在...感觉有如小鸟一样.哪儿的空气清新的很,第三天时我的脸很明显感觉fresh,一摸上去真的滑滑粉粉有弹性,只可以用pok pok chui这三个字来形容.M02 (Kara No Kyoukai 2 OST)在我写此文章伴奏着,就好像催化剂一样,一张张的影像在我脑海中徘徊,一股股的回味充满了我的心.当然少不了另外两只狼与七位美女,因为有了你们让这trip添了许多色彩.标题纯粹开玩笑与添点色彩而已,请多多包含....^^记得Yi Sern(你名字很难找,所以用英文=.=)有带他的纪念册去,脑中出现一道光,就让小人为你们再update你们的纪念册吧...
首先就由第一只狼-狼头(Yi Sern)说起:我们的狼头,一开始就为了这次的trip而烦,烦,烦......可是在他的坚持下这trip还是成功了,敬你一杯.再看你的护肤品包罗万象,让我一头雾水,觉得自己对这一切什么都不懂,改次有这方面的问题就拜拖拜托了...再敬你一杯.过后,发现你看了Final Destination 5后,你的笑话就有点变态....而且你还瞒自恋的,一直自拍...^^拍到没有Memory了...XD
第二只狼-Bear Bear狼(扬彬纬)-我知道你一定非常不爽我写你的,可是还是想写,请大人你多多包含...^^...这只狼呢,非常非常的自恋,不管到哪儿他都一定要自拍,而且天天都set头发,一set还要set很久.....不过没有了他,我们的照片就少了高人的指点....^^
第一位美女-财神美女-我们的财神,没有了他这个trip真的会lam下来....不过这个trip后更加了解你了,发现你很爱赖床哦....^^谢谢你为我们安排及打理这行程....^^
第二位美女-狮子美女-我们的king,把我们这些狼当这toolbox....=.=......不要以为你拿了best plkn camper 就很威哦,你好歹也是一头狮子....XD...你的38性格还是没有改,可是没有了它你就不是你了...^^很喜欢你的开朗性格,让这trip添了许多色彩，还有你的厨艺...^^
第三位美女-萍妈美女-哈哈我不懂该放什么美女,这名有点奇怪吧...我们的二厨,最有影像是你准备的蘑菇汤....好好喝哦!!!还有,你有一张照片非常有艺术感（多谢bear bear 狼）,很好看leh!!!放成你的profile picture 吧...^^
第四位美女-月亮美女-我们的camera woman!!!haha你在哪儿为我们拍了许多照片....^^而且非常谢谢你的sms....有如强心针一样....^^
第五位美女-大家姐美女-去了这个trip后，我发现你超38的!!!你本性如此还是中了gigi virus? 而且去了哪儿天天都听到你在唱歌,听到你那可爱的声音超好笑的鸭子声(上次去唱k就第一次听你唱歌，感觉一样好笑）哈哈不要生气哦......感觉更加认识你的真面目了....^^不错不错...^^
第六位美女-韩国美女-看了你的照片,你真的很想韩国人.....特别是第二天你穿的那件衣，有点象金娜娜...^^
第七位美女-宜保美女（我比较想叫你EPIC 美女....^^) - 你...真的很epic!!! 每次去trip你都是焦点......EPIC!!!...你的经典拍照post,手势,还有很多很好笑的照片；你的台词：‘我不会最早睡，’‘我不要睡觉’.....结果全部都是马后炮.....=.=最EPIC的还是你的腿.....真的很EPIC!!!不过没有你的EPIC,我们就少了欢笑,...^^最后真的很开心认识很没有image的你,真真的你....^^
这次的Trip,真的非常悠闲自在...感觉有如小鸟一样.哪儿的空气清新的很,第三天时我的脸很明显感觉fresh,一摸上去真的滑滑粉粉有弹性,只可以用pok pok chui这三个字来形容.M02 (Kara No Kyoukai 2 OST)在我写此文章伴奏着,就好像催化剂一样,一张张的影像在我脑海中徘徊,一股股的回味充满了我的心.当然少不了另外两只狼与七位美女,因为有了你们让这trip添了许多色彩.标题纯粹开玩笑与添点色彩而已,请多多包含....^^记得Yi Sern(你名字很难找,所以用英文=.=)有带他的纪念册去,脑中出现一道光,就让小人为你们再update你们的纪念册吧...
首先就由第一只狼-狼头(Yi Sern)说起:我们的狼头,一开始就为了这次的trip而烦,烦,烦......可是在他的坚持下这trip还是成功了,敬你一杯.再看你的护肤品包罗万象,让我一头雾水,觉得自己对这一切什么都不懂,改次有这方面的问题就拜拖拜托了...再敬你一杯.过后,发现你看了Final Destination 5后,你的笑话就有点变态....而且你还瞒自恋的,一直自拍...^^拍到没有Memory了...XD
第二只狼-Bear Bear狼(扬彬纬)-我知道你一定非常不爽我写你的,可是还是想写,请大人你多多包含...^^...这只狼呢,非常非常的自恋,不管到哪儿他都一定要自拍,而且天天都set头发,一set还要set很久.....不过没有了他,我们的照片就少了高人的指点....^^
第一位美女-财神美女-我们的财神,没有了他这个trip真的会lam下来....不过这个trip后更加了解你了,发现你很爱赖床哦....^^谢谢你为我们安排及打理这行程....^^
第二位美女-狮子美女-我们的king,把我们这些狼当这toolbox....=.=......不要以为你拿了best plkn camper 就很威哦,你好歹也是一头狮子....XD...你的38性格还是没有改,可是没有了它你就不是你了...^^很喜欢你的开朗性格,让这trip添了许多色彩，还有你的厨艺...^^
第三位美女-萍妈美女-哈哈我不懂该放什么美女,这名有点奇怪吧...我们的二厨,最有影像是你准备的蘑菇汤....好好喝哦!!!还有,你有一张照片非常有艺术感（多谢bear bear 狼）,很好看leh!!!放成你的profile picture 吧...^^
第四位美女-月亮美女-我们的camera woman!!!haha你在哪儿为我们拍了许多照片....^^而且非常谢谢你的sms....有如强心针一样....^^
第五位美女-大家姐美女-去了这个trip后，我发现你超38的!!!你本性如此还是中了gigi virus? 而且去了哪儿天天都听到你在唱歌,听到你那可爱的声音超好笑的鸭子声(上次去唱k就第一次听你唱歌，感觉一样好笑）哈哈不要生气哦......感觉更加认识你的真面目了....^^不错不错...^^
第六位美女-韩国美女-看了你的照片,你真的很想韩国人.....特别是第二天你穿的那件衣，有点象金娜娜...^^
第七位美女-宜保美女（我比较想叫你EPIC 美女....^^) - 你...真的很epic!!! 每次去trip你都是焦点......EPIC!!!...你的经典拍照post,手势,还有很多很好笑的照片；你的台词：‘我不会最早睡，’‘我不要睡觉’.....结果全部都是马后炮.....=.=最EPIC的还是你的腿.....真的很EPIC!!!不过没有你的EPIC,我们就少了欢笑,...^^最后真的很开心认识很没有image的你,真真的你....^^
Wednesday, 17 August 2011
18 August 2011-Conclusion for Sem 0...
In just a blink of eyes, I have been at home for 2 weeks. Yes it is sem break now for 1 month, a happy thing to be honest...^^ another 2 weeks, my Sem 1-real semester will be started soon.
Sem 0 generally can be said as ok. I have make up some new chinese friends, which they form a group name UMP 华裔大学生天涯, of course Malay and Indian friends too. Besides, I have the best hostel life in Malaysia, which my hostel is single story terrace house instead of apartment. Furthermore, I have more contact with Malay friends which I have learn more about their culture and more understand their thoughts. I also first time make my trip to the East Coast in my life, which I had been to Kuantan and Teluk Cempedak.
Well, lets start with my new friends. Those chinese friends are not as crazy as Yuhua students. They don't play like us. I tried before but the feedback is...they cant continue or they don't want to play....=.= But, they all are proz!!! Many of them get many A's. Besides, they got join many competition and take prices, and have a good communication skill although many of them also same like me-from Chinese secondary school. Of course, they are very good in social-in other words pretending or 做作. Well, this is a skill I need to learn from them in order to survive in this school. Although I dislike it, but I must face reality. Like Neo say, if you don't know this, you will 吃亏 to those Malays. Ya, in secondary school I am myself, play with friends without any holdback and...I don't pretend like here. Yes, I need to learn that skill. Cham!!!=.= I have experienced it at here. If you do not have a good relationship with the Malays, you are dead. For an example, they are good in making you their leader but at the same time, they will backstab you or they want you to finish all the work...=.= But of course, I have meet a few Malay friends which is good. They are high caliber, which they can do work and do it well. Of course, their result are magnificent too!!! Those are the 1 who I like them. They are well educated, which they have inner goods to be learn. I love to hang with thems among Malays as many of them are my classmates. Sometimes some Chinese at there are even worst than them.
As I say before, I lived in a single story terrace house, which 2 person 1 room and 1 house got 4 rooms. This is a paradise!!! It feels this month I come here for vacation instead of studying....XD... Although it need to walk for about 2km to reach my lecture hall or other place, but here we can do many thing. For an example, our school does not allow us to cook but we cook steamboat and eat together. Besides, at the last few weeks in UMP Gambang, our daily life like party. Everyday we have a 'night club' at D20-which is my house...=.= We play dota at there by many friends bring their laptop, set up and start the party, chit chat, playing around and many things else. The most frequent activity is dota tournament. We always play dota at night and play till 3am.=.= Crazy ha? XD Besides, the atmosphere was catalysed by Neo's new speaker, which has a good bass and heat up the party!!!
Well, I have know a few Malays culture. For an example, boy do not shake hands with girl. This reminds me my first lecture. I introduce myself to a girl as requested, and I wanted to shake hand with her, but she looks stunned and does not giv a normal feedback. At first I thought she was no manners, but after knew their culture, it is I am the 1 who are no manners...=.= Besides, they are very loyal to their GODS and i found out that they very serious about 'menutup aurat'. They will 8 a girl that does not wear tudung and many things about this term. Their thoughts have filled with Islam, which sometimes you use science,logic and social laws to explain but denied by them due to crash with Islamic laws. Therefore, 做作 is a must to a Chinese as their mindset is always crash with us and they always think they are right!!!
My first time to East Coast also happen in these days. Kuantan is not a nice place. It is about the same with Kajang(of course much more bigger), but the food is more expensive than KL and there are only 3 shopping complex....=.= Teluk Cempedak is a nice place, which we have been there and sleep beside the beach. What a nice experience!!!
Well, this semester can be said as paradise compare to coming semester. As a conclusion, this semester can be said as ok. Most happy thing is I get my first 4.0!!! What a good start!!!
Sem 0 generally can be said as ok. I have make up some new chinese friends, which they form a group name UMP 华裔大学生天涯, of course Malay and Indian friends too. Besides, I have the best hostel life in Malaysia, which my hostel is single story terrace house instead of apartment. Furthermore, I have more contact with Malay friends which I have learn more about their culture and more understand their thoughts. I also first time make my trip to the East Coast in my life, which I had been to Kuantan and Teluk Cempedak.
Well, lets start with my new friends. Those chinese friends are not as crazy as Yuhua students. They don't play like us. I tried before but the feedback is...they cant continue or they don't want to play....=.= But, they all are proz!!! Many of them get many A's. Besides, they got join many competition and take prices, and have a good communication skill although many of them also same like me-from Chinese secondary school. Of course, they are very good in social-in other words pretending or 做作. Well, this is a skill I need to learn from them in order to survive in this school. Although I dislike it, but I must face reality. Like Neo say, if you don't know this, you will 吃亏 to those Malays. Ya, in secondary school I am myself, play with friends without any holdback and...I don't pretend like here. Yes, I need to learn that skill. Cham!!!=.= I have experienced it at here. If you do not have a good relationship with the Malays, you are dead. For an example, they are good in making you their leader but at the same time, they will backstab you or they want you to finish all the work...=.= But of course, I have meet a few Malay friends which is good. They are high caliber, which they can do work and do it well. Of course, their result are magnificent too!!! Those are the 1 who I like them. They are well educated, which they have inner goods to be learn. I love to hang with thems among Malays as many of them are my classmates. Sometimes some Chinese at there are even worst than them.
As I say before, I lived in a single story terrace house, which 2 person 1 room and 1 house got 4 rooms. This is a paradise!!! It feels this month I come here for vacation instead of studying....XD... Although it need to walk for about 2km to reach my lecture hall or other place, but here we can do many thing. For an example, our school does not allow us to cook but we cook steamboat and eat together. Besides, at the last few weeks in UMP Gambang, our daily life like party. Everyday we have a 'night club' at D20-which is my house...=.= We play dota at there by many friends bring their laptop, set up and start the party, chit chat, playing around and many things else. The most frequent activity is dota tournament. We always play dota at night and play till 3am.=.= Crazy ha? XD Besides, the atmosphere was catalysed by Neo's new speaker, which has a good bass and heat up the party!!!
Well, I have know a few Malays culture. For an example, boy do not shake hands with girl. This reminds me my first lecture. I introduce myself to a girl as requested, and I wanted to shake hand with her, but she looks stunned and does not giv a normal feedback. At first I thought she was no manners, but after knew their culture, it is I am the 1 who are no manners...=.= Besides, they are very loyal to their GODS and i found out that they very serious about 'menutup aurat'. They will 8 a girl that does not wear tudung and many things about this term. Their thoughts have filled with Islam, which sometimes you use science,logic and social laws to explain but denied by them due to crash with Islamic laws. Therefore, 做作 is a must to a Chinese as their mindset is always crash with us and they always think they are right!!!
My first time to East Coast also happen in these days. Kuantan is not a nice place. It is about the same with Kajang(of course much more bigger), but the food is more expensive than KL and there are only 3 shopping complex....=.= Teluk Cempedak is a nice place, which we have been there and sleep beside the beach. What a nice experience!!!
Well, this semester can be said as paradise compare to coming semester. As a conclusion, this semester can be said as ok. Most happy thing is I get my first 4.0!!! What a good start!!!
Thursday, 14 July 2011
15 July 2011-Before, During, After Briged Siswa Camp.....
-7 July 2011, Thursday-Before - Today it just nothing special....morning sleep until 10am....then go to MPP for asking sponsorship till 4pm, as usual. The only thing special is, i need to pack up my luggage for brigged siswa camp. From other friends who had experienced it, i heard from them that i need to prepare many pants(especially track bottom) and shirts. Therefore, I have pack up my bag full with clothes and water(like going vacation). At night, as usual, we are having a Dota party(Dota party here is crazy...^^) It is my second time joining this party(normally I rather stay at home online and watch drama or continue my FEAR 3 or finishing my tajaan work). But, how unlucky is, we was 'caught' red-handed by our hostel fellows due to they having meeting just opposite row of us. They having a spot check and has caught many smokers. We are the 'lucky' one among them because we just like prisoner get snap some pictures and then they just give us warning. So unlucky!!! My second time only(their numerous time) already encounter spot check....==..But we are not guilty!!! We done nothing wrong!!! Playing a game is there any problem? Come sue me la!!! You all want us to tension and suicide? Brainless fellow!!! I am Pupu....So easy get influenced? So easy drop result? If like this i cant even get 3A in my SPM!!!
-8 July 2011, Friday-During - Today is the first day of the camp. Due to the gathering of campers is at 6.30pm, i run a normal university student life by contribute to MPP....=.= During 6.00pm, i bring along my luggage and go to the bus stop. At there, I found out that from my class only 2 guys-me and magribi....How lonely we are...^^....Besides, there are only 3 chinese included me- Seng Zhong and Jeff Leong aka public vomit figure...^^(he makes many many people dislike him).... So, our journey starts at 6.30pm.
We reach our destination about 7.00pm. At first, I search for the toilet and enter it. OMG!!! When i just enter, the mosquitoes is so crazy that u cant even imagine it. Hell so many!!! When u just walk across the toilet, you will feel your skin is get hitted numerous times because the whole toilet is filled with mosquito. They are not biting you but just fly over and hit you!!! If 1 person bath at here alone he will die due to loss of blood by mosquito!!! Well lets describe the toilet. The toilet is....sucks....There is a big tank for public bath....And there are only 5 toilet rooms with only 1 room is lock available. Besides, the water is very limited. After that we are asked to set up two camps for rest. The camp is very big, which 2 combine together can fit 70 person for nap. There is something funny happen during that camp(personally opinion...)...It just 2 camp need all 61 boys to done it? What the fxxx our person in charge thinking? Many of us just sit there and watch them do it. Luckily they dont scold us not contribute anything. Or else really is a big joke. Besides, those Malay friends how come set up a camp need us 2 hours and havent finish yet? How come? OMG!!!...We set up the camp from 745pm till 945pm also havent finish yet. When is time to sembahyang then you want us chinese and indians to finish it? We no need rest or wad? So imba!!! Luckily there is a Malay guy can skip sembahyang and finish it(actually he wan to be the leader of all of us, cant stand let the chinese or indians to be the better 1, and want to be hero....)...Then let it be....You have a good start, but unfortunately you dont have a good brain(tied up everything without connecting the pole and the roof...then untied it and tied it again....how time wasting it is....=.=) Finally reach 1030pm we havent finish our camp yet but is time for dinner. We are the 1 eat at the last, that means leftover only. 'Luckily' there is excess in leftover, but the food AJK is an Asxxxxx!!! How come they are so racist? thought we chinese are beggars? So obvious you all get so many food and we are just half of it....=.= Nevermind, 我忍!!!
After our dinner, we having a ice breaking session. It is one of the boring session. Well, at first we are given piece of picture of the animal. Then find other 5 person who has the same animal as you. Then make a group and start the activity. This game we have played till midnight 3am. After that we are allowed to sleep till 6am. Well this night i can sleep only for less than 1 an hour. It is because that so called hero sleep beside me....=.=His nose got a big problem that whole camp was affected by him. Plus, he cant sleep steady and keep hit me...=.= pity me cant sleep for the whole day.
The second day. After our breakfast, we went for jungle trekking. This activity was awesome but it is the most dirty jungle trekking i have faced before. At first, it was just normal jungle trekking with many thorn plants. Therefore many people was suffering minor injured. Then there was a river. How do we cross it? The person in charge tied up a rope across the river. Then, we cross the river with the aid of the rope only. This is so fun!!! But the thing is i need to wait 2 hours until my turn (i was at behind the team). This is due to ladies really funny....although we are at behind still we can hear their scream of fear.....^^ they have take us many time because they keep stuck in the middle of the river and shout with their soul...^^ Plus the faci(short form of facilitator) keep say that there is leech and crocodile...^^ In addition, the river is quite deep....The water level reach the nose of a girl.....After that there is incidence happen.....The faci lost!!!! OMG!!! But still we are manage to get out(although inside there we waste many times to try an error on the road....=.=) And the exit is very special-an exit that leads to Sungai Pahang!!!...it is an exit that u must jump into Sungai Pahang. And guess what, the Sungai Pahang is very wide!!!Luckily that part is very shallow...Before i jump into the river, incident happen....=.=...I was not dare to jump into the river,therefore i chose another path-go by the mud....Since my shoes(and every1) already covered by mud,therefore i dont mind to make it more dirtier. The mud is 'awesome'...if girl jump inside it sure cannot climb out and reach her waist.....When i was going to get down the mud, i hold the plants to gain support. But suddenly i slipped and direct impact with the mud. This is nothing as just the mud reach my legs only but my hand....injured due to friction with the plants. And then, I suddenly begin to sink inside the mud and luckily my friends just beside me pull me off. But they are also sinking and we help each other. Thats teamwork!!!...After that, we quickly walk to the sand based area. After we reach there, every1 take off their shoes except me....=.= If i take it off i don have hands to do other task. Although my shoes is 'slightly' clean by the river water, but there are many sands in the bottom of my shoes that makes my shoes heavier and more spiky. Nevermind, just take it as leg muscle training like yixiang does....^^ Then we continue our journey by walking through mud and sand-based area simultaneously. Finally we reach our camp site(our camp site also beside the river) and every1 have a good bath(except me) and take a good sleep(except me 2). During bath, every1 got bring their towel except me...=.=...therefore i borrow from Seng Zhong. Then, i always be the last 1 to take bath and everytime i go in there are no more water left...therefore only can bath fast with limited water. During sleeping, there is many flies due to our dirty shoes. I wonder why them can sleep so sweet as so many flies while i was keep distracted by those pest. My chinese friends also cant sleep due to those pest....^^ But I'm abnormally still feel energetic although lack of sleep and injury. Both of them like half dead zombie....^^
At 6pm, our next activity is train our panic heart. It say so but actually it is just a activity to let you relax yourself. They claim that we need to hold each other hand and let water flow bring us to somewhere.They will signal us if something happen. They also said that we must not panic and although the flow is fast we must stay still until saved by them. Yes it is but the flow is damn slow and we just sleep on the water surface during the activity. Quite relaxing activity as u can lay on the river surface and watch the beautiful sky.
Finally is dinner time. Still, the food is unfair to us chinese. Indians can get about the same quota with them but us? Shit!!! Nevermind 我忍!!! Please be fair.
Next activity is at midnight. This activity is the best of all and it is awesome!!! The activity is solo walk. We are requested to walk into the jungle alone without any light aided. The only light source is the half moon which is blocked by the leaves. Therefore it can be sayed that there are totally no light source. Only a rope is a guide for you. Before the activity begin there is a tutorial. The faci talk about ghost story first to make all of us nervous. After that we sit on the ground and go in the forest 1 by 1. I waited(should say slept and wait) for about 2 hours then reach my turn....Excited!!! Happy!!! At first I walk with a faci. Then reach the 0 checkpoint then i hold the rope and requested to walk into the jungle ALONE with the aid of that rope. Inside the jungle u really cant saw anything except your hand and the rope(but blur). You can listen to many kinds of animal sound and of course, your footsteps sound. After i reach first checkpoint i continue to final checkpoint. The path from first to final checkpoint is way more longer. At here i begin feel slightly nervous. Suddenly, i saw red light. A few steps later, i saw something white and shiny beside me. Hah...the red light once you saw it you will know that is man made. The white shiny thing it dont have the body shape, therefore nothing special. After i reach my destination, we discuss about our path. Really, every1 see it. This lead to a conclusion that it is 100% man-made. Haha quite fun actually, walk alone inside the forest.
After finish this activity, dawn coming. We quickly packed up our luggage and prepare to return university. Thats our camp.
After - Well, this session is opinion. This camp is ok, but the food, really, dont so racist. We are human 2, and we are students of UMP. Darn it. Nothing to write, but improvement is needed. The camp i think should giv a normal camp and every1 get the chance to set up the camp. Thats all.
-8 July 2011, Friday-During - Today is the first day of the camp. Due to the gathering of campers is at 6.30pm, i run a normal university student life by contribute to MPP....=.= During 6.00pm, i bring along my luggage and go to the bus stop. At there, I found out that from my class only 2 guys-me and magribi....How lonely we are...^^....Besides, there are only 3 chinese included me- Seng Zhong and Jeff Leong aka public vomit figure...^^(he makes many many people dislike him).... So, our journey starts at 6.30pm.
We reach our destination about 7.00pm. At first, I search for the toilet and enter it. OMG!!! When i just enter, the mosquitoes is so crazy that u cant even imagine it. Hell so many!!! When u just walk across the toilet, you will feel your skin is get hitted numerous times because the whole toilet is filled with mosquito. They are not biting you but just fly over and hit you!!! If 1 person bath at here alone he will die due to loss of blood by mosquito!!! Well lets describe the toilet. The toilet is....sucks....There is a big tank for public bath....And there are only 5 toilet rooms with only 1 room is lock available. Besides, the water is very limited. After that we are asked to set up two camps for rest. The camp is very big, which 2 combine together can fit 70 person for nap. There is something funny happen during that camp(personally opinion...)...It just 2 camp need all 61 boys to done it? What the fxxx our person in charge thinking? Many of us just sit there and watch them do it. Luckily they dont scold us not contribute anything. Or else really is a big joke. Besides, those Malay friends how come set up a camp need us 2 hours and havent finish yet? How come? OMG!!!...We set up the camp from 745pm till 945pm also havent finish yet. When is time to sembahyang then you want us chinese and indians to finish it? We no need rest or wad? So imba!!! Luckily there is a Malay guy can skip sembahyang and finish it(actually he wan to be the leader of all of us, cant stand let the chinese or indians to be the better 1, and want to be hero....)...Then let it be....You have a good start, but unfortunately you dont have a good brain(tied up everything without connecting the pole and the roof...then untied it and tied it again....how time wasting it is....=.=) Finally reach 1030pm we havent finish our camp yet but is time for dinner. We are the 1 eat at the last, that means leftover only. 'Luckily' there is excess in leftover, but the food AJK is an Asxxxxx!!! How come they are so racist? thought we chinese are beggars? So obvious you all get so many food and we are just half of it....=.= Nevermind, 我忍!!!
After our dinner, we having a ice breaking session. It is one of the boring session. Well, at first we are given piece of picture of the animal. Then find other 5 person who has the same animal as you. Then make a group and start the activity. This game we have played till midnight 3am. After that we are allowed to sleep till 6am. Well this night i can sleep only for less than 1 an hour. It is because that so called hero sleep beside me....=.=His nose got a big problem that whole camp was affected by him. Plus, he cant sleep steady and keep hit me...=.= pity me cant sleep for the whole day.
The second day. After our breakfast, we went for jungle trekking. This activity was awesome but it is the most dirty jungle trekking i have faced before. At first, it was just normal jungle trekking with many thorn plants. Therefore many people was suffering minor injured. Then there was a river. How do we cross it? The person in charge tied up a rope across the river. Then, we cross the river with the aid of the rope only. This is so fun!!! But the thing is i need to wait 2 hours until my turn (i was at behind the team). This is due to ladies really funny....although we are at behind still we can hear their scream of fear.....^^ they have take us many time because they keep stuck in the middle of the river and shout with their soul...^^ Plus the faci(short form of facilitator) keep say that there is leech and crocodile...^^ In addition, the river is quite deep....The water level reach the nose of a girl.....After that there is incidence happen.....The faci lost!!!! OMG!!! But still we are manage to get out(although inside there we waste many times to try an error on the road....=.=) And the exit is very special-an exit that leads to Sungai Pahang!!!...it is an exit that u must jump into Sungai Pahang. And guess what, the Sungai Pahang is very wide!!!Luckily that part is very shallow...Before i jump into the river, incident happen....=.=...I was not dare to jump into the river,therefore i chose another path-go by the mud....Since my shoes(and every1) already covered by mud,therefore i dont mind to make it more dirtier. The mud is 'awesome'...if girl jump inside it sure cannot climb out and reach her waist.....When i was going to get down the mud, i hold the plants to gain support. But suddenly i slipped and direct impact with the mud. This is nothing as just the mud reach my legs only but my hand....injured due to friction with the plants. And then, I suddenly begin to sink inside the mud and luckily my friends just beside me pull me off. But they are also sinking and we help each other. Thats teamwork!!!...After that, we quickly walk to the sand based area. After we reach there, every1 take off their shoes except me....=.= If i take it off i don have hands to do other task. Although my shoes is 'slightly' clean by the river water, but there are many sands in the bottom of my shoes that makes my shoes heavier and more spiky. Nevermind, just take it as leg muscle training like yixiang does....^^ Then we continue our journey by walking through mud and sand-based area simultaneously. Finally we reach our camp site(our camp site also beside the river) and every1 have a good bath(except me) and take a good sleep(except me 2). During bath, every1 got bring their towel except me...=.=...therefore i borrow from Seng Zhong. Then, i always be the last 1 to take bath and everytime i go in there are no more water left...therefore only can bath fast with limited water. During sleeping, there is many flies due to our dirty shoes. I wonder why them can sleep so sweet as so many flies while i was keep distracted by those pest. My chinese friends also cant sleep due to those pest....^^ But I'm abnormally still feel energetic although lack of sleep and injury. Both of them like half dead zombie....^^
At 6pm, our next activity is train our panic heart. It say so but actually it is just a activity to let you relax yourself. They claim that we need to hold each other hand and let water flow bring us to somewhere.They will signal us if something happen. They also said that we must not panic and although the flow is fast we must stay still until saved by them. Yes it is but the flow is damn slow and we just sleep on the water surface during the activity. Quite relaxing activity as u can lay on the river surface and watch the beautiful sky.
Finally is dinner time. Still, the food is unfair to us chinese. Indians can get about the same quota with them but us? Shit!!! Nevermind 我忍!!! Please be fair.
Next activity is at midnight. This activity is the best of all and it is awesome!!! The activity is solo walk. We are requested to walk into the jungle alone without any light aided. The only light source is the half moon which is blocked by the leaves. Therefore it can be sayed that there are totally no light source. Only a rope is a guide for you. Before the activity begin there is a tutorial. The faci talk about ghost story first to make all of us nervous. After that we sit on the ground and go in the forest 1 by 1. I waited(should say slept and wait) for about 2 hours then reach my turn....Excited!!! Happy!!! At first I walk with a faci. Then reach the 0 checkpoint then i hold the rope and requested to walk into the jungle ALONE with the aid of that rope. Inside the jungle u really cant saw anything except your hand and the rope(but blur). You can listen to many kinds of animal sound and of course, your footsteps sound. After i reach first checkpoint i continue to final checkpoint. The path from first to final checkpoint is way more longer. At here i begin feel slightly nervous. Suddenly, i saw red light. A few steps later, i saw something white and shiny beside me. Hah...the red light once you saw it you will know that is man made. The white shiny thing it dont have the body shape, therefore nothing special. After i reach my destination, we discuss about our path. Really, every1 see it. This lead to a conclusion that it is 100% man-made. Haha quite fun actually, walk alone inside the forest.
After finish this activity, dawn coming. We quickly packed up our luggage and prepare to return university. Thats our camp.
After - Well, this session is opinion. This camp is ok, but the food, really, dont so racist. We are human 2, and we are students of UMP. Darn it. Nothing to write, but improvement is needed. The camp i think should giv a normal camp and every1 get the chance to set up the camp. Thats all.
Friday, 1 July 2011
3 June 2011-A Letter From Father And Mother....
终于，地狱迎新会进入最后一天了。今天好一点，我闹钟set 5点钟，一起来关闹钟时，窗口外就有Senior骑着电单车，用很闲的语气对着大声公说：‘Bangun.....Bangun......’哈哈，就和昨天一样，要穿的衣裤都准备好了，只需要刷牙，洗脸及换衣服便可出发了。同时也和昨天一样，太过自立的自己一早准备好就坐在门口，等我屋的其他5位绅士。OMG，他们真的厉害，又赖床啦又摸这个摸那个啦，一摸就摸了半个小时。那个Senior我替他感到又闲又可怜，在那半个小时不知他饶了多少圈，用他那一条线的声音喊着同一句话（Bangun......=.=)。就因为他，我更想睡了。想想看，一个人用一条线的声音喊，就等于睡眠曲，哪怕他一直喊Bangun,我就一直想Tidur。
过后，我们就坐巴士去吃早餐。吃了早餐后，也和平时差不多，就不想讲了。今天唯一特别点的是看了一部很有意义的短片。那短片的名字是‘A Letter From Mom And Dad',他讲述了当父母老了，临终前要对孩子说的话。那短片说明了父母对孩子的各种感情与感谢，虽然老了被他们嫌弃。那部短片读者们应该去看，即有意义又非常感动。我看了那部短片后，我就想，身为一个儿子的我有没有资格？我的父母会不会因为我而含恨而终？好了，过去就算了，最重要是未来，应该好好孝顺他们，那怕他们变得软弱，痴呆都好，我都不应该嫌弃他们，尽我所能去陪他们过最后一段开心的日子。如果他们老了而孩子不孝顺，含恨而终，那是试一件多么可悲的事。试想想，当你老了，孩子不陪你走最后一程，一直嫌弃你，说你没用，一直给你无形的压力，那你不变成死也死得不瞑目？我个人觉得我们应该学会爱我们的父母先，才去谈男女之情。
或许你看我的文章会很反感，但当你真正有一颗真诚的心去对待你的父母时，他们去世后你就会明白（特别是当他们把这封信写给你...）但我可以说你们后悔也来不及了。
过后，我们就坐巴士去吃早餐。吃了早餐后，也和平时差不多，就不想讲了。今天唯一特别点的是看了一部很有意义的短片。那短片的名字是‘A Letter From Mom And Dad',他讲述了当父母老了，临终前要对孩子说的话。那短片说明了父母对孩子的各种感情与感谢，虽然老了被他们嫌弃。那部短片读者们应该去看，即有意义又非常感动。我看了那部短片后，我就想，身为一个儿子的我有没有资格？我的父母会不会因为我而含恨而终？好了，过去就算了，最重要是未来，应该好好孝顺他们，那怕他们变得软弱，痴呆都好，我都不应该嫌弃他们，尽我所能去陪他们过最后一段开心的日子。如果他们老了而孩子不孝顺，含恨而终，那是试一件多么可悲的事。试想想，当你老了，孩子不陪你走最后一程，一直嫌弃你，说你没用，一直给你无形的压力，那你不变成死也死得不瞑目？我个人觉得我们应该学会爱我们的父母先，才去谈男女之情。
或许你看我的文章会很反感，但当你真正有一颗真诚的心去对待你的父母时，他们去世后你就会明白（特别是当他们把这封信写给你...）但我可以说你们后悔也来不及了。
Thursday, 30 June 2011
Just For You....my Friend.....（30 June 2011,M09 Kara No Kyoukai 1)
6月28日.....中午1230左右...当我一开面子书,一看到以恩的流言说我们学校有人跳楼自杀的标题，奕阁就立即message我...这时我才恍然大悟....我们的好朋友......就这样离我们而去了。我马上去看下别人的流言，抱着怀疑的心态，结果，真的有此事。这时，百感交加的我傻眼了...我的第一个离开我的朋友。这种感觉，这种经验，真的是第一次。
朋友，我想问你，为何？
来播以下你死亡剧场的一部分，与我仍继续写的剧场的共同点吧。我们是在四年级开始认识的吧。那时，我们都被分进精英班-4K班。我们的老师-黄曼云老师，如果没有记错她把你分到坐在前面吧。那时对你的记忆模糊（应该说对当时的记忆模糊），只知道我们都有个开心的四和五年级的回忆。最记得你小的时候瞒厉害讲笑话，而且有时瞒色的。没有办法，我们当时全部都会讲，特别是以恩。到了六年级，我们继续同班-6L班。那时我就记得你跟萧哲琦（应该是这样写）坐。那时的你，看起来好像并不在意UPSR考试，天天都在玩，过着开心的日子。
到了中学，我们又同班了（虽然只是短短的一年）。那时是在Form 1时，我们都是1G班。当时，我跟盛阳坐，而你跟伟炎坐。这一年里，是我比较low的一年。记得年头时，我每次都去找你和伟炎，原因？我们当时都是6L的Gang嘛。当时下课都是和你一起（还有其他6L的）。当时最记得就是你‘帮’我制造绯闻，就因为这样被传至中学毕业...=.=
过后到了中四，你整个人变到很多。虽然你平时有点内向，可是中四时你变到非常内向。那时，要和你说话都辛苦，要撩你都难。到了中五，我(还有正民）玩出火了。本来只是玩前面几个人（包括你），可是你被一下子就发火，并把我的书给撕掉。当时真的很对不起，或许开始对你陌生了，不太懂你变到怎样。中五的你，给人感觉很tension。过后有预考那阵子没来学校，好象发生了什么事，过后听说你不想考试（SPM)了。过后拿SPM成绩时，你那了7A,而且你好像很满意（我记得你当时说已经很好了）到了中六，我只有短短那三个星期跟你同班。那时，你看起来比较好，没有酱tension,而且肥了点。过后，我就去UMP,而你继续中六。
朋友，我想问你，为何？你已经遗失了活着的目的?遗失了目标？还是想让自己解脱，让自己自由？你，给我感觉像空之境界第一章：俯仰视景，让人不明白为何。在这里送你一首歌的歌词：
Meteors, Black ＆ Night – as the unstopping tears fell,
I was always cursing this irrational world.
Wanting to escape from this maze
With no exit,
I was wishing for freedom.
I stood on my hands and looked to the sky.
I was different from how I was yesterday.
SHINY SHINY, the stars twinkle
Into infinity.
This world… This world…
It’s so beautiful.
SHINY SHINY, the gleaming moonlight
Is filled with hope.
This world… This world…
It’s so wonderful.
Don’t you think so?
From the square sky of this distorted city,
I peeked into a sorrowful flashback.
I’m afraid
Of losing someone again, but I begin to walk.
I don’t want to be alone anymore―.
I stood on my hands and looked forward.
You were there with a smile on your face.
SHINY SHINY – if you’d realize,
We’re smiling.
This world… This world…
It’s so dear to me.
SHINY SHINY – you have a sad look
In your eyes, but
So many stars… so many stars
Are reflected there.
SHINY SHINY, the stars twinkle
Into infinity.
This world… This world…
It’s so beautiful.
SHINY SHINY, the gleaming moonlight
Is filled with hope.
This world… This world…
It’s so wonderful.
Don’t you think so?
Don’t you think so…
朋友，Rest In Peace....
朋友，我想问你，为何？
来播以下你死亡剧场的一部分，与我仍继续写的剧场的共同点吧。我们是在四年级开始认识的吧。那时，我们都被分进精英班-4K班。我们的老师-黄曼云老师，如果没有记错她把你分到坐在前面吧。那时对你的记忆模糊（应该说对当时的记忆模糊），只知道我们都有个开心的四和五年级的回忆。最记得你小的时候瞒厉害讲笑话，而且有时瞒色的。没有办法，我们当时全部都会讲，特别是以恩。到了六年级，我们继续同班-6L班。那时我就记得你跟萧哲琦（应该是这样写）坐。那时的你，看起来好像并不在意UPSR考试，天天都在玩，过着开心的日子。
到了中学，我们又同班了（虽然只是短短的一年）。那时是在Form 1时，我们都是1G班。当时，我跟盛阳坐，而你跟伟炎坐。这一年里，是我比较low的一年。记得年头时，我每次都去找你和伟炎，原因？我们当时都是6L的Gang嘛。当时下课都是和你一起（还有其他6L的）。当时最记得就是你‘帮’我制造绯闻，就因为这样被传至中学毕业...=.=
过后到了中四，你整个人变到很多。虽然你平时有点内向，可是中四时你变到非常内向。那时，要和你说话都辛苦，要撩你都难。到了中五，我(还有正民）玩出火了。本来只是玩前面几个人（包括你），可是你被一下子就发火，并把我的书给撕掉。当时真的很对不起，或许开始对你陌生了，不太懂你变到怎样。中五的你，给人感觉很tension。过后有预考那阵子没来学校，好象发生了什么事，过后听说你不想考试（SPM)了。过后拿SPM成绩时，你那了7A,而且你好像很满意（我记得你当时说已经很好了）到了中六，我只有短短那三个星期跟你同班。那时，你看起来比较好，没有酱tension,而且肥了点。过后，我就去UMP,而你继续中六。
朋友，我想问你，为何？你已经遗失了活着的目的?遗失了目标？还是想让自己解脱，让自己自由？你，给我感觉像空之境界第一章：俯仰视景，让人不明白为何。在这里送你一首歌的歌词：
Meteors, Black ＆ Night – as the unstopping tears fell,
I was always cursing this irrational world.
Wanting to escape from this maze
With no exit,
I was wishing for freedom.
I stood on my hands and looked to the sky.
I was different from how I was yesterday.
SHINY SHINY, the stars twinkle
Into infinity.
This world… This world…
It’s so beautiful.
SHINY SHINY, the gleaming moonlight
Is filled with hope.
This world… This world…
It’s so wonderful.
Don’t you think so?
From the square sky of this distorted city,
I peeked into a sorrowful flashback.
I’m afraid
Of losing someone again, but I begin to walk.
I don’t want to be alone anymore―.
I stood on my hands and looked forward.
You were there with a smile on your face.
SHINY SHINY – if you’d realize,
We’re smiling.
This world… This world…
It’s so dear to me.
SHINY SHINY – you have a sad look
In your eyes, but
So many stars… so many stars
Are reflected there.
SHINY SHINY, the stars twinkle
Into infinity.
This world… This world…
It’s so beautiful.
SHINY SHINY, the gleaming moonlight
Is filled with hope.
This world… This world…
It’s so wonderful.
Don’t you think so?
Don’t you think so…
朋友，Rest In Peace....
Thursday, 23 June 2011
2 June 2011-Second Day The Life In Hell Starts...(Part 2)
'起身啦，到钟起身啦，起啊，快点起啊....；我的电话闹钟在四点半响起。数一数，我才睡了四个小时，为何那么早？我们无点半就要出去等巴士了。准 备好后，我和信伟就去叫醒其他同屋的。过后，一开大门，发现我们这间是最快准备好的。那时我们的Facilitator非常可爱，我们看着他们一间一间屋子去敲门，一间屋一间屋的窗口去敲一下，可是其他人根本不理他们。虽然如此，他们还像冤魂一样，不把你叫醒不死心。过后，我们就去Moral Session（马来同胞去拜神），接下来去吃早餐。这早餐不出我所料，也是红红辣辣的....需要吗....一大早就把我的胃给辣坏,把我给辣醒!!!吃了早餐后,我们被分为两组举行Campus Tour.我是第一组，所以First Session 是在Gambang, Second Session是在Pekan。今天简直就是地狱十八层，我才睡四个小时就要走上走下，一刻休息都没有。走了整个早上，就吃午餐。又是红红辣辣的，简直是要你跌下去时以辣刺激你，精神折磨！！！
午餐后，第二个Session开始了。这是，总算有一个小时的睡眠时间，那就是从Gambang坐巴士去Pekan Main Campus。到了Pekan Campus后，我就被吵醒了。再从巴士看看四周，我只可以说这地方大到神经病。这里暂时只有两个Faculty而已（Mechanical and E.E)，却已经非常大了。在看看四周，一就是在建筑当中的建筑物，二就是沙漠，就好像去到中东一样。据说这里2014年才建成，因此现在只有两个Faculty。哦，地狱又开始了，我们又要走来走去，走马看花。虽然累，可是这里的确很美，很大，东西也很新，不愧有Latest and Modest Mechanical Faculty in Malaysia的名誉。
过后就是一个小时的睡眠时间了。吃了红辣辣的晚餐，前往教室途中，我妈妈打电话过来。‘哈咯，吃饱了没？还好吗？’这一句简单的问候，就好像箭一样直直射入你的心。非常理性的我，立即表演得非常正常，用普通带点不满的语气说：‘吃饱了，过得不好，可是还Ok’。当时心就好像中了毒箭一样，既欣慰又感动，干枯了许久的男人泪顿时不受控制地流出来。OMG!!!在四周很多人的情况下，我的理智告诉我要扮眼睛进沙...XD。那滴不受控制的眼泪在没人发现的情况下擦干后，我继续和妈妈聊天。谈天完毕后，眼睛下的眼袋装满了泪水，有种随时都会溢出来的感觉。可是，每想家，想家一次，心中就有一股气会像中箭，然后从心就好像一股气也‘扑通’一次，心就好像中一次箭，然后从心就好像一股雷电直直打进你的心，沿着神经线sot上脑去。每当脑被sot一次，眼睛就会彭涨一下，眼泪就好像满满地装在杯里，受一个震动而要溢出来。我的理智尝试镇定哪不稳定的杯子，可是潜意识却一直播放‘家’的影片，使眼泪不小心溢出眼皮。正当眼泪溢出眼皮1mm，我就立即用手抹掉它，，更加努力告诉自己不要想家，不要想育华，不要想朋友。还好，一进Moral Session，整个人成功地平静下来，心也恢复正常。过了Moral Session后还是一样有一个Stupid Talk,过后就回房睡觉了。
我发现这一刻起，我成功照亮我的心。我终于知道，我是那么爱我的父母，就如他们爱我一样。人人说，爱情里最幸福是你对伴偶的爱付出100%，而他也对你付出100%，两人的爱白头偕老，永不分离。这虽然很虚幻，很不实际，很难达到，但是我已经过了18年蛮接近这种爱了。这亲情之爱，有时不经过一些事件是很难看到其重要性。以前，我觉得自己很孝顺，觉得做得够了。可是现在，我觉得非常不够，乖乖听话，尊敬父母等是不够的。真的非常感谢父母这十八年来的照顾，还有未来的继续爱护。想一想，能在父母的照顾下的时间也不多。过后等你们精疲力竭时，就由孩儿来照顾你们。当然，多亏了你们（还有我的朋友们），我可以说我是世界上其中一个最幸福的人了！！！（当然，如果有个如上面说的伴偶一样，我可以说是全天下最幸福的人了！）lol启铭，很想知道我的爱情观吧，在这里不小心就告诉你（们）了。这虽然是个梦幻，但也是我的理想。我只想要有个完整的家，有个理想的伴偶，没有生活的负担（特别是金钱的问题），就那么简单。简单就是幸福，简单就是美，如果要我追求功名利就，过着复杂，虚伪的生活，那么我只可以说 Sorry......
午餐后，第二个Session开始了。这是，总算有一个小时的睡眠时间，那就是从Gambang坐巴士去Pekan Main Campus。到了Pekan Campus后，我就被吵醒了。再从巴士看看四周，我只可以说这地方大到神经病。这里暂时只有两个Faculty而已（Mechanical and E.E)，却已经非常大了。在看看四周，一就是在建筑当中的建筑物，二就是沙漠，就好像去到中东一样。据说这里2014年才建成，因此现在只有两个Faculty。哦，地狱又开始了，我们又要走来走去，走马看花。虽然累，可是这里的确很美，很大，东西也很新，不愧有Latest and Modest Mechanical Faculty in Malaysia的名誉。
过后就是一个小时的睡眠时间了。吃了红辣辣的晚餐，前往教室途中，我妈妈打电话过来。‘哈咯，吃饱了没？还好吗？’这一句简单的问候，就好像箭一样直直射入你的心。非常理性的我，立即表演得非常正常，用普通带点不满的语气说：‘吃饱了，过得不好，可是还Ok’。当时心就好像中了毒箭一样，既欣慰又感动，干枯了许久的男人泪顿时不受控制地流出来。OMG!!!在四周很多人的情况下，我的理智告诉我要扮眼睛进沙...XD。那滴不受控制的眼泪在没人发现的情况下擦干后，我继续和妈妈聊天。谈天完毕后，眼睛下的眼袋装满了泪水，有种随时都会溢出来的感觉。可是，每想家，想家一次，心中就有一股气会像中箭，然后从心就好像一股气也‘扑通’一次，心就好像中一次箭，然后从心就好像一股雷电直直打进你的心，沿着神经线sot上脑去。每当脑被sot一次，眼睛就会彭涨一下，眼泪就好像满满地装在杯里，受一个震动而要溢出来。我的理智尝试镇定哪不稳定的杯子，可是潜意识却一直播放‘家’的影片，使眼泪不小心溢出眼皮。正当眼泪溢出眼皮1mm，我就立即用手抹掉它，，更加努力告诉自己不要想家，不要想育华，不要想朋友。还好，一进Moral Session，整个人成功地平静下来，心也恢复正常。过了Moral Session后还是一样有一个Stupid Talk,过后就回房睡觉了。
我发现这一刻起，我成功照亮我的心。我终于知道，我是那么爱我的父母，就如他们爱我一样。人人说，爱情里最幸福是你对伴偶的爱付出100%，而他也对你付出100%，两人的爱白头偕老，永不分离。这虽然很虚幻，很不实际，很难达到，但是我已经过了18年蛮接近这种爱了。这亲情之爱，有时不经过一些事件是很难看到其重要性。以前，我觉得自己很孝顺，觉得做得够了。可是现在，我觉得非常不够，乖乖听话，尊敬父母等是不够的。真的非常感谢父母这十八年来的照顾，还有未来的继续爱护。想一想，能在父母的照顾下的时间也不多。过后等你们精疲力竭时，就由孩儿来照顾你们。当然，多亏了你们（还有我的朋友们），我可以说我是世界上其中一个最幸福的人了！！！（当然，如果有个如上面说的伴偶一样，我可以说是全天下最幸福的人了！）lol启铭，很想知道我的爱情观吧，在这里不小心就告诉你（们）了。这虽然是个梦幻，但也是我的理想。我只想要有个完整的家，有个理想的伴偶，没有生活的负担（特别是金钱的问题），就那么简单。简单就是幸福，简单就是美，如果要我追求功名利就，过着复杂，虚伪的生活，那么我只可以说 Sorry......
1 June 2011- 1.First day that the life in hell starts....（Part 1, M06 Kara No Kyoukai 2)
今天是我踏入地狱-UMP的第一天。还记得，昨天整天跟朋友玩DotA玩到蛮开心的。可是，今天的心情，跌入谷底。凌晨四点半，我就起床了。在家吃了最后的晚餐，用了最后一次厕所后，我已经准备好面对地狱了。可是父母却还每有起床，心急的我，上去敲门让他们起床。还好，他们也乖乖地起床送我上地狱。就用他们梳洗的时间，我最后一次开电脑，最后一次在家玩CityVille。六点九，我们正式出发。一路上，我们经过吉隆坡，再从吉隆坡去云顶。这是去东海岸必经之路。在吉隆坡的路程中，我看着那双峰塔，这让我想起中学时，和朋友一起去TimeSquare,Sungai Wang, Midvalley 等地方玩，拥有这些回忆可以说真的是上天赐我的吧。这重感觉，就好像[黑执事]里的死亡剧场一样，记忆的碎片就好像黑胶片合起来，并由脑心合一把这完美的影片给播出来。过后就经过云顶山脚。这让我想起两回事：第一回，就是今年和Cartoon Gang，Brilliant Chin & Akiman 上云顶。那时真的是1 of my best memories.还记得那时最high是我们3个男士去玩跳楼机，没有记错是连玩两次，而且那时发生了可能一世人看不到第二次的情景（一张一张RM50的钞票从天而降）。第二回是在山脚下的休息站想起的。Form 5时，和St.John们去云顶。那时是我第一次上云顶玩Outdoor,可以说许多东西都是第一次。最记得就是我第一次玩跳楼机，本来坐上去时还很镇定的，可是一冲上去，再冲下来时，心跳一千，Adrenaline完全释放，顿时上瘾了（所以和Cartoon Gang去时，我说 that is a must)。这两回回忆，真的要特别感谢Renee & St John,当然还有其他记忆中的主角。
过了云顶，我的眼前就看到一片黑暗。这情景就好像《地狱少女》，我的车就好像那小船，在河（路上）徘徊着。我的父母就好像地狱少女本身，虽然舍不得，但还是把我送去地狱。（Jigoku Nagashi & Kanashiki Funauta 这动画原声真合我当时的心景。）我很想睡下去，可是心情就是不好，怎么睡也睡不着。就这样，在半睡半醒的状态下我到了终点。看着这学校，哇，怎么那么大！！！看着人群不断地蛹进学校，我们便到出走走。可是，要去最近的Gambang城，我只可以说神经病！我们跟着路牌走，可是走了十五分钟，却还是在山巴路上，连一间屋子都没有。结果，就掉头跑回去了。
回去后，我便去注册学校。一进去，我只可以说Walao Eh!!!怎么运动广场那么大！原来，这广场是全彭亨最大的运动广场。可是这里头羽球场也太浪费了吧，才12个court，court与court之间的地隔得那么大。这是我发现，这里用地好像不用钱的，路大大宽宽，四处都是空地。也罢，谁叫彭亨是西马最大的洲！！！
注册完毕后，我领了锁匙去寻找我的宿舍。开始一转去学校后面，看见一排宿舍，其中有几间有冷气，哇，真希望那是我的宿舍呀！！！可是，后来才发现，我的宿舍是在学校的最右手边，要去第一宿舍都要1.2km左右。OMG....天天至少要步行2km,那我的脚....算了，就当做是体能训练吧，我在这里就不会变软脚虾了XD...我这里的宿舍是单层排屋，哈哈，好的是不会太挤，比较舒服，不好的是一冷就很冷，一热就很热。过后，我的同房就来了，他的名叫陈信伟。我们一起把房间给收拾好。过后隔壁房也来了一个华人，名叫洪振家，也叫Nigel。过后，还没来的及谈天，我和家人就下关丹了。
回来后，我们同屋的便出来谈天。一间屋子满是8个人住，而我们的屋就住了6个-3个华人（包括我），两个印度人和一个马来人，可以说是不平衡的1Malaysia吧。过后1由一个Senior带领下，我们就开始谈天了。从谈天中，我得知其他人的名，那个马来人叫Aiman,一个印度人叫Ashwin(他名字很像Arshavin，所以一次就记得了）另一个则叫Sarindran(我每次忘记他名==）。就来介绍他们吧。首先是陈信伟（我的同房），个子比较矮，可是蛮大只下的，手脚还蛮粗壮，头型很像俊辉的弟弟。他最明显的特征是他剪的Golf场头，因此很明显头型和俊辉的弟弟一样。他的Golf场头简直就是极品，由于高度关系可以把他整个头看光。他的Golf场头可以说非常平，一根突出的头发都没有，就好像毅翔说俊辉那样，用来打Golf再适合不过了XD。虽然我跟他都是Diploma in Mechanical Engineering.可是他大我两岁。原来，他SPM失败了（Lulus Sebahagian)，所以不可以拿Degree Course。另一个华人洪振家。从槟诚来的，他就比较帅点儿，个子也比较像普通的华人，很会讲话。他跟我也是同Course，也是大我两年，情况跟信伟一样。这个人很厉害，自己一个人踏巴士下关丹，再踏八十来这儿。我本人很不喜欢这厮，觉得他太假了，一看到我父母就叫老板，老板娘，整个黏金矿一样（广东话）。可是人有所长，他的那张嘴是全Diploma最厉害的。接下来是Aiman，他还蛮看的，只是右眼右侧有一粒很大的痔。这人很少与他交谈，所以知他不多，只知道SPM 5A,拿E.E Engineering。过后就是Arswin，这人很大只，可以说是振家的两倍，他的手还粗过我的脚=.=他今年也是二十岁，只是不同的是他SPM后去做工赚钱工自己上大学。另一个根本不懂他，所以不提吧。
五点半，我们去吃我们的晚餐。这晚餐有饭，咖哩鸡，包菜和西瓜。对很多人说还蛮普通，可是对我来说是一盘大便！原因？我才绑牙，硬的东西不能吃，可以说只能吃饭。那些料怎么处理？忍着痛，咬一点便吞下去。一块一块的食物吞下去，真的不好受。过后，我们就有一个Moral Session。讲是Moral Session，实际是给我们玩Riadah。这Moral Session最记得就是他的一个Refreshment,那个Refreshment播着滨崎步的Concert Video。那舞蹈很不错，而且歌超棒！！！我一听了那首歌我只可以说直接爱上它了，有一股冲动要去找那首歌出来。过后去听一个很无聊的讲座，一听就听到十二点。回到去冲凉睡觉都十二点半了。
过了云顶，我的眼前就看到一片黑暗。这情景就好像《地狱少女》，我的车就好像那小船，在河（路上）徘徊着。我的父母就好像地狱少女本身，虽然舍不得，但还是把我送去地狱。（Jigoku Nagashi & Kanashiki Funauta 这动画原声真合我当时的心景。）我很想睡下去，可是心情就是不好，怎么睡也睡不着。就这样，在半睡半醒的状态下我到了终点。看着这学校，哇，怎么那么大！！！看着人群不断地蛹进学校，我们便到出走走。可是，要去最近的Gambang城，我只可以说神经病！我们跟着路牌走，可是走了十五分钟，却还是在山巴路上，连一间屋子都没有。结果，就掉头跑回去了。
回去后，我便去注册学校。一进去，我只可以说Walao Eh!!!怎么运动广场那么大！原来，这广场是全彭亨最大的运动广场。可是这里头羽球场也太浪费了吧，才12个court，court与court之间的地隔得那么大。这是我发现，这里用地好像不用钱的，路大大宽宽，四处都是空地。也罢，谁叫彭亨是西马最大的洲！！！
注册完毕后，我领了锁匙去寻找我的宿舍。开始一转去学校后面，看见一排宿舍，其中有几间有冷气，哇，真希望那是我的宿舍呀！！！可是，后来才发现，我的宿舍是在学校的最右手边，要去第一宿舍都要1.2km左右。OMG....天天至少要步行2km,那我的脚....算了，就当做是体能训练吧，我在这里就不会变软脚虾了XD...我这里的宿舍是单层排屋，哈哈，好的是不会太挤，比较舒服，不好的是一冷就很冷，一热就很热。过后，我的同房就来了，他的名叫陈信伟。我们一起把房间给收拾好。过后隔壁房也来了一个华人，名叫洪振家，也叫Nigel。过后，还没来的及谈天，我和家人就下关丹了。
回来后，我们同屋的便出来谈天。一间屋子满是8个人住，而我们的屋就住了6个-3个华人（包括我），两个印度人和一个马来人，可以说是不平衡的1Malaysia吧。过后1由一个Senior带领下，我们就开始谈天了。从谈天中，我得知其他人的名，那个马来人叫Aiman,一个印度人叫Ashwin(他名字很像Arshavin，所以一次就记得了）另一个则叫Sarindran(我每次忘记他名==）。就来介绍他们吧。首先是陈信伟（我的同房），个子比较矮，可是蛮大只下的，手脚还蛮粗壮，头型很像俊辉的弟弟。他最明显的特征是他剪的Golf场头，因此很明显头型和俊辉的弟弟一样。他的Golf场头简直就是极品，由于高度关系可以把他整个头看光。他的Golf场头可以说非常平，一根突出的头发都没有，就好像毅翔说俊辉那样，用来打Golf再适合不过了XD。虽然我跟他都是Diploma in Mechanical Engineering.可是他大我两岁。原来，他SPM失败了（Lulus Sebahagian)，所以不可以拿Degree Course。另一个华人洪振家。从槟诚来的，他就比较帅点儿，个子也比较像普通的华人，很会讲话。他跟我也是同Course，也是大我两年，情况跟信伟一样。这个人很厉害，自己一个人踏巴士下关丹，再踏八十来这儿。我本人很不喜欢这厮，觉得他太假了，一看到我父母就叫老板，老板娘，整个黏金矿一样（广东话）。可是人有所长，他的那张嘴是全Diploma最厉害的。接下来是Aiman，他还蛮看的，只是右眼右侧有一粒很大的痔。这人很少与他交谈，所以知他不多，只知道SPM 5A,拿E.E Engineering。过后就是Arswin，这人很大只，可以说是振家的两倍，他的手还粗过我的脚=.=他今年也是二十岁，只是不同的是他SPM后去做工赚钱工自己上大学。另一个根本不懂他，所以不提吧。
五点半，我们去吃我们的晚餐。这晚餐有饭，咖哩鸡，包菜和西瓜。对很多人说还蛮普通，可是对我来说是一盘大便！原因？我才绑牙，硬的东西不能吃，可以说只能吃饭。那些料怎么处理？忍着痛，咬一点便吞下去。一块一块的食物吞下去，真的不好受。过后，我们就有一个Moral Session。讲是Moral Session，实际是给我们玩Riadah。这Moral Session最记得就是他的一个Refreshment,那个Refreshment播着滨崎步的Concert Video。那舞蹈很不错，而且歌超棒！！！我一听了那首歌我只可以说直接爱上它了，有一股冲动要去找那首歌出来。过后去听一个很无聊的讲座，一听就听到十二点。回到去冲凉睡觉都十二点半了。
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